Thursday 31 May 2007
2nd post of today
sigh...i dont know who should i trust...
madam choong told me things A...
but i heard things B from michelle...
so...who should i trust?!?!
or both are not be trusted???
i really dont know...
i want to settle it as soon as possible...
but...
she is not pick up my call...
sms also no reply...
so what can i do now?!?!
just wait?!?!
NO...i dont like to wait...
i'll keep calling her tomorrow...
hope that she'll pick up the call...
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my wish cant come true
i think my wish cant come true...
my mummy is not allow me to go kl celebrate my birthday...
sigh...what to do?!
just like last few years...
yamcha with friends at outside...
must back home before 12...
if not, she will keep calling you...
it's boring...=.=lll
then i asked her...
"can i have a birthday party at home?!'
she answer me, "NO!!!"
i just want to celebrate my birthday...
this also cant...
i didn't celebrate for many years...
2 years ago, i had a birthday party with sis...
(her birthday is on 4th nad mine is on 9th...so celebrate together...)
she invite many of her friends..
almost 60 people...
and me just can invite less than 10 friends...
besides, she had a nice & yummy birthday cake...
and mine just a cheap & ugly & taste bad birthday cake...
is this my birthday party also??
NO!!!! is not mine...
i just "shun bian" celebrate...
and now...i already 19 years old...
wish to have a special birthday also cant...
wish to walk out from kampar...
out of her control...
but i think it is impossible...
15:53
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Tuesday 29 May 2007
plan to go kl
wow...long long time didn't update my blog liao...
today so angry le..
SDO (super dancer online) is so lack..
cant play long...damn...
wish to break the computer on that time...
but i didn't do so...
hehee...^ ^
in the evening, esther come to find me to type something...
afterward, we cycle around TARC...
found that lot of people around there...
all of them are TARC students...
seems 'kampar'not like 'kampar' liao...
wakakaaa...^ ^
an hour later, we cycle back to my house and have a talk in front of my house...
we talked a lot...
talked about she n her ex...
talked about my problems...
talked about next week wish to go kl celebrate my birthday...
wish to have a special birthday this year...
but is just my planning...
not comfirm yet...
need to ask permission from mummy first...
sigh...
23:44
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Monday 21 May 2007
熟悉的感觉
今天.....不对!!应该是昨天从9.00am就standby duty了...
(由于michelle没有告诉我几点要到那儿...so...就那么早起床standby着...)
我从9.00am就开始等等等, 等到下午3点多才知道原来他们傍晚5点才开始...
(=.=lll...有点无奈...可是没办法...)
那时, 我在想...
"惨了, 那不是要duty到很晚?!?!肯定会中骂...
可是...我又很想duty哦...怎么办?!?!"
老实说, 由我到达那儿, 我的心就一直很不安...
怕被父母骂...怕父母担心...
怕这怕哪...
可是我又很想待在那儿...
心一直不安了整个晚上...唉~~
(=.=lll...不懂会不会有心脏病...hehee...^ ^)
可是却又很开心...
我很喜欢一伙人一起工作的感觉...
由陌生到结识...
直到大家互换联络方式...
那种熟悉的感觉令我回想起以前国中时camp的日子...
虽然辛苦, 也得牺牲睡眠时间...
可是却很爽, 很开心, 很有满足感...
(真是犯贱啊~~~=P)
那种同甘共苦, 共同进退的感觉真的已经很久没体会过了...^ ^
总结, 今天的收获也蛮不错...
因为结识了几位新朋友...
也有不错的经验...
那就是...第一次duty到那么晚...
(幸好, 爸妈没责备我...^ ^)
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Sunday 20 May 2007
moody
i know my sis and mum angry with me yesterday...
because i lied to them...
when i'm back, they didn't say anything to me...
it's hurt...
yesterday, actually i'm not that enjoy the duty..
because i lied to my family members...
i thought it wont affect my mood...
but i'm wrong...
i moody all the day..
luckily, my buddy-esther joking, played with me...
ohya...chee kit & chee ken also...
if not...............................hahaa...
in the evening, we're take photo around there..
it is beautiful...
i love it...
by the way, michael really really very nice...
he chat with us...
although just a while...
*love* him so much...
wakakaa....^ ^
00:40
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Thursday 17 May 2007
excited
hahaa...finally madam choong called la...
she asked me to duty this few days...
tomorrow and 20-25th...
so can meet them again...wakakaaa...^ ^
so excited now...=P
but, i cried just now...
because......my cousin-ru called me...
she asked me izzit unhappy lately...
then i bla bla bla bla....
talked many to her...
until cry...
but feel good after crying...
hehee...^ ^
22:26
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Wednesday 16 May 2007
情绪起伏不定
今天的情绪很不平静...
像海浪一样起伏不定...
早上上学时, 心情就像太阳般灿烂...
到了午休时, 心情却突然跌到谷底...
超烂的...只想把自己孤立起来...
不想和朋友聊天...
怎知到了中午, 心情慢慢从谷底爬起来...
因为看了lower six的performance...
虽然他们的剧本很差...
甚至不懂他们在演什么...
但是由于和朋友起轰了一番...
把不开心的全都喊出来了...
直到晚上8时多, 看到他们在金宝古庙拍戏...
心情突然大好起来...
不懂为什么就是很兴奋...
可能............................................
不懂啦~~~怪怪的...^ ^
23:10
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Sunday 13 May 2007
又遇见他们
嘻嘻~~今天和家人&舅舅去Tuk Alang吃海鲜庆祝母亲节...
由于那间餐厅full booking了, 所以爸只是订了一张大桌子而已...
坐15人...真是拥挤啊~~但没办法...
他们还order了很多菜...
有咖哩鱼头, 泰式豆腐, 白焯菜心, 蚝煎, 四大天王, 一蟹二煮-甘香蟹&蛋黄蟹, 一虾二煮-干煎虾&花雕蒸虾.... (好丰富哦~~~^ ^)
我每一样菜吃一点点就已经够饱了...还是没吃饭那个... @.@
爸还开了一瓶白酒... (海鲜配白酒, 真是绝配啊...^ ^)
好好喝哦...^ ^
过后, 我的好友叫我载她拿母亲节礼物给他男友的妈...
到后来他自己来找她...
然后我们就去"天湖"喝茶聊天...
聊她和她男友的问题...
聊啊聊觉得对面桌的男生有点不太对劲...
他们好像在偷拍我们...
so我们赶紧喝完就走...
怎么知道当我们要回家的时候...
刚好碰到他们拍戏回来了... (我的车就停在GK Hotel旁...)
而她想看看钱嘉乐...
so就走过去看看咯...
怎么知道钱嘉乐就没看着...
却遇上Michael刚好下车...
然后我就和他打招呼...
过后他还问我是否住在这附近...
嘻嘻~~原来...他还认得我的涅~^ ^ 真开心...
呃...我发觉.....我变成了他的小小粉丝...bleh~=P
唉~不懂他们几时走呢...
呃...我希望他们可以在这逗留久一点...嘻嘻~~^ ^
22:54
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没想到...
哈~今天和嘉欣出来喝茶聊天...
好久好久没和她聊天了...
今天终于......嘻嘻~~
我们聊得不多...
几乎全部都是关于朋友的...
其实...我还有很多事情想告诉她...
只是, 不懂该从何说起...
除了那些, 我们还聊起上星期六duty的事情...
回想那天也蛮兴奋的...
不知不觉酱就过了一个星期...真快...
我还记得那天我们刚开始duty时就想快快收工...
怎么知道到了晚上却不想那么快就结束...
唉~真是矛盾啊...嘻嘻~~
我们聊啊聊...
没想到会碰到他们也出来喝茶...
(哈...他们不就是Michael Chin他们咯...^ ^)
原本想跟他打招呼...
可是我怕他不认得我是那天duty的...那就paiseh了...
所以只好装作看不见...哈哈~~=P
告诉你们, 我很想很想再去duty啊~~~
那种感觉是平时上课没有的...
希望她快快致电给我啦~~~
Michelle, i'm waiting for ur call...^ ^
00:52
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Thursday 10 May 2007
错误的决定
昨天都不知怎么了...
可能是压力的关系吧...
还是什么, 我都不知道...
还没考试就在家里哭了...
哭得收不了声...
哭的整脸红红...
我一直告诉自己别那么紧张, 别再哭了...
可是眼泪就是停不了, 一直流一直流...
唉~~大概10.00就回学校考试...
虽然题目没有我想象中那么难...
可是我都只是想到一点点points而已...
band 4飞走了, 我想.....要拿band 3也难了...
回家后还是很想哭...
眼泪一直在眼眶里打转...
忍的很辛苦...
我很想放声大哭, 可是.......家里有人, 不敢哭出来...
只好一直忍着...
到了晚上去pasar malam, 最终还是忍不住哭了出来...
幸好, 妈没察觉...
要不然就...............
总之, 昨天一整天心情都很差...
而今天, 我的脑海一直浮现"放弃"这两个字...
意味着我真的真的很想放弃F6...
我什么都做不好...
一直在浪费爸妈的米饭钱...
physics & chemistry真的什么都不懂...
T1 & T2懂一点点, 可是做练习时却找不到答案...
结果就放弃不做了...
PA, 作文很烂...语法很差...
MUET, 和PA半斤八两...
我开始怀疑着自己是否适合再继续下去...
如果继续下去只会令自己难堪...
回想当初为什么我不找学院进修呢...
可是当时我真的很迷惘...
不懂要读什么好...
结果就做了个错误的决定...
选择了F6...
20:55
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Monday 7 May 2007
no reply...
*sobsob*...she is no reply...
so...i dont know who should i ask for the information now..
sigh...
maybe ask her when i still got duty...
hopefully she call me to duty again...
and hopefully it's not weekdays...is weekend...
saturday is better... (sunday is family day...^ ^)
so "fan" la...
my MUET speaking is on wednesday...
dont know what should i prepare for it...
hopefully it's not hard...sigh...
21:31
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Sunday 6 May 2007
怀念
唉~还蛮怀念昨天duty的时候...
虽然不能站出去看他们录影...
可是我们在后台也是很有趣的...
说说笑, 谈谈情的... (哈...只是闲聊, 没有谈情啦...=P)
我可以感觉得到他们虽辛苦, 可是却很enjoy...
我也希望自己有酱的伙伴...
可是却还没遇到...
老实说, 我对他们的工作还蛮有兴趣的...
可是呢...却不懂他们的工作性质是怎样的...
想去了解多点...
却不懂问谁...
哈~突然脑筋一转...
想起昨天接待我的小姐-michelle...
已经sms她了...
可是呢, 还没回复...
可能睡了吧...
因为现在已经很晚了...
再加上他们连续辛苦了好几天...
是应该要好好休息的...
23:45
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Saturday 5 May 2007
最后一天
今天是他们最后一天在着拍摄了...
我希望他们还能在这里久一点...哈~~
希望他们拍摄时还会再找我duty... (如果那天我没有上课的话...)
老实说, 刚开始的时候真的觉得我们"英雄无用武之地"...
因为他们好像对我们没什么信心...
这也难怪的...
因为我们始终还是个黄毛小丫头...
和他们比起来真的是........................无法比...
幸好到最后没有觉得自己是废的...
还很开心呢~~^ ^
因为演员和工作人员们都很nice...
男主角-Michael Chin实在是很帅, 很cute, 还蛮健谈的...
可惜那时已很晚了...
要不然, 我一定找他聊天...哈~=P
而女主角-Laura很美, 很charm, 很nice...
现在, 我很期待这部电影的上映...
希望会在12月才上映, 那我就可以去戏院捧场了...^ ^
讲到这里, 我真的要呼吁大家千万别再买盗版CD/VCD/DVD了...
因为他们拍摄的时候真的很辛苦...
烈日当空还得继续...
晒的全身红红的...快要脱皮都还得继续...
而且不止是演员, 连工作人员也是一样...
由早拍到晚...
除此以外, 有些武打场面虽然是用替身...
可是替身也是很辛苦的...
弄得整身伤都不能抱怨...
旁观者看了都替他觉得痛...
还有, 粉丝们得多多体谅演员/工作人员们...
他们拍摄的时候已经很辛苦了...
别再增加他们的负担...
让他们多休息...
这样他们才能拍出更好电影/电视剧...
这些是亲身体验才能感受到的...
虽然我知道我酱呼吁大家别买盗版是徒劳无功...
可是我还是得说:" 别再买盗版了."
23:47
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Friday 4 May 2007
Duty
哈~好兴奋哦....
明天我可以光明正大地进去拍摄地点和他们拍照...
至于为什么他们会找St John是因为他们在拍摄过程中受伤了...
所以就要求St John duty咯...嘻嘻~~~
而我...就那么幸运的认识那个madam...
她就委托我去duty...哈~
虽然会很辛苦, 可是呢....
是一个很好的回忆哦~~^ ^
21:51
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Thursday 3 May 2007
~Michael Chin~
wow...Michael Chin(one of the actor of the movie) is so cute...so handsome and so charming...^ ^
and the "kuai mui" is so pretty too...=P
they are very nice...
talked with us...
took photo with us...
and..............i fall in love with him....
wakakaa...of course i just kidding with you all...=.=lll
they will stay at here until saturday...
wish to join them...but need to go to school...
so.....hahaa...^ ^
my friends ask me ponteng sekolah to join them...
but if let my mum know...then.....i'll die faster...wakakaa...^ ^
23:09
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Wednesday 2 May 2007
Hong Kong actor
刚刚看到香港明星-钱家乐在Grand Kampar Hotel门口...
他穿着一身便服, 很随性的...
样子都还不错的...只是有点微胖...=P
原本想跑去叫他和我们一起拍照的...
可是呢.........我和姐还没冲凉...
整身臭臭的...很不好意思...
所以就..............唉~~~
除了他以外, 我们还看到几个样子还不错的男生和女生...
我想....他们应该是演员吧...
其实呢...他们会来这是为了在金宝某个地方取景...
而且还会待在这大概2-3天...
我觉得有点意外耶...为什么他们会选择来这穷乡僻壤的地方取景...
但是想啊想...他们应该是喜欢这里的破房子吧~~~
古色古乡的...(拍古装戏嘛~~^ ^)
22:16
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