Thursday 31 July 2008

曹格


每当我听曹格的歌,都让我想起他,
他,很喜欢曹格,
喜欢唱他的歌...
当我们去唱K时,
他都会和Kok Hwa PK,
两个在那儿高歌,
要不然,就在房间里,
高声大喊。。。

他让我认识了杨宗伟,
认识了萧敬腾,更认识了超级星光大道,
也让我喜欢上曹格的歌。。。
唉~不懂要说什么了,
15/8,Irene邀我和她一起去云顶,
住First World, 如果那天他在,
但他有可能在on leave,
但如果他在呢,
该怎么面对他呢??
当不认识他吗?
哈~很复杂的心情。。。


Wednesday 30 July 2008

out of my expectation


yesterday, i sms him before i sleep,
i asked him, "how are you?"
i didn't expect that he will reply me,
just wanna message him...
suddently the phone rang,
i thought is one of my buddy,
then it's not,
is him...
really surprise that he replied me...
but it's in short phrase,
"ok la... sleeping now... working 7-3... "
just that...
haiz...dont know should i happy or not...
happy is because he did reply me,
but feel so cold with the message...
haiz...


Monday 28 July 2008

Vincent Van Gogh


my arts assignment 1 is doing Vincent Van Gogh,
actually i not really know who is he...
i just knew one of his arts work,
Starry Starry Night,
and the song-Vincent,
the song is nice,
and the painting also...
i just knew this only,
the others,
blur-ing~
hahaaa...but have to do also...
erm...i search for starry starry night and quotes of Vincent Van Gogh...
quotes is....???
dont know what lai de...
shit!!!
never mind la...
tomorrow back to class ask them lor...=P



'Angel'


today i listen to 'Angel'
it's bring me back to the time in genting,
first time went to Safari with my colleagues...
that night is wednesday,
staff night,
do not need to pay...
hohooo...
so good,
and Celine bought us some beers also,
hahaaa...first time drink beer with friends...
afterward, we went to the centre,
and started to dance...
that night, there were full of people,
majority were the staffs of genting...
hahaaa...
when we dance,
many lalats surround us and 'cou sui'
shit!!!
luckily, few of my gentle friends protect us...
if not...zzz
but we still got rugi a bit lor...
haiz...girls is like that de la...
i kept scold the guys with rude words...
hahaaa...paiseh o...
we dance until 3.45am,
then went to RC4 yamcha,
enjoyed open air-con,
and chit-chatting...
hahaaa...until 5 i think,
then went back sleep a while and continue working...
siao liao...
hahaaa...
luckily i work 3pm-11pm,
still got lot of time for me to sleep...
hohoooo...^^


Sunday 27 July 2008

Grandma


few days ago, i was jealous those people who still live together with their grandma...
because my grandma was not here since i'm standard 3,
i very miss her o...
i remember that,
she was very sayang us,
my sis and i always massage for her,
then she gave us money to buy sweet at the nearer stall...
and i always looked for her,
when my mom punch us,
she will protect me,
i miss her hug also...
grandma, i miss u...
haiz...

unfortunately, i received a call this morning,
my buddy-banana's grandma pass away yesterday night..
(hahaaa...this banana is not banana nic from TB4)
i'm shock and awake from sleep
she is crying and i dont know what i want to say,
(still blur...just awake)
just ask her dont be so sad
i wish to find her at night,
but i going back to PJ this evening,
so...
what i can do is just
pray for her,
and her grandma...


Friday 25 July 2008

kanasai


kanasai!!! cant buy bus ticket back...
ALL SOLD OUT...
saturday also dont have liao,
what the hell...
what season now o?!?!?
so early sold out...
zadao...=.="
then just call my aunty,
see whether she can fetch me back or not...
haiz...
have no choice to do so la...
luckily, she is my neighbour also,
wont be so mafan...
hahaaa...
but i have to wait until 5 o'clock,
have to wait her in Times Square...
zzz...=.="
haiz...HAVE NO CHOICE...
then just go to TS lor with carrying all my things...
zzz...damn tired!!!


Thursday 24 July 2008

Dream


haiz...i dreamt of something this morning,
it's so weird...
i dreamt of him,
i'm in a room,
he and his 'friends' also there...
i remember he keep hurt me with his 'friends'
and i just can hide myself in the corner to protect myself...
but they still continue to hurt me...
i want to fight back,
but i have no power to do so...
suddently, i pulled him to the corner also,
and he seem like scare of me
wanna get out from there...
then the dream suddently change to other place,
which is in a building,
like shopping complex,
then i started to chase him,
just wanna ask him the reason of break up...
(hahaaaa...quite stupid with it...)
he just hide himself with any ways...
dont want to meet me up...
and i used all the ways to find him out...
(haiz...so stupid i am)
finally, i found him,
but i awake from the dream liao...
it's the time to school le...
zzz...
i wanna know the ending of my dream,
but i wouldn't know it forever...

haiz...why suddently dreamt of this leh?!?!
what does it mean leh?!?!
dont know...
so weird la...


Wednesday 23 July 2008

Mid Term


finally, mid term exam already over...
think that can relax,
but hor,
final is coming le..
just left a month only..
haiz...sien...
today Public Speaking can consider easy la...
but still got cheating la...paiseh...=P
Jolin told me that the examiner keep staring on my row,
sei lo..
is she notice us??
haiz...dont know...
hope that she didn't see anything la...


Tuesday 22 July 2008

zzz...


zzz...my sis dont drive...
plus she back on thursday,
zadao...=.="
then no choice la...
have to take bus back lor...
haiz...
sien la...need to rush to pudu after class...
then take 2 and a half hours back to kampar...
zzz...never mind la...
just play my laptop the way back to my sweet sweet home...
wahahaaa...
or just be pig lor...
wahahaaa...=P


by the way, my arts assignment 2 group-mates,
sorry o...this week i cant be here to do the works,
i have to back hometown,
see how was my mom's leg...
paiseh o...
i'll treat u guys eat biscuit chicken de...
really sorry o...

haiz...this few days very tired leh...
dont know why lor...
haiz...
feel here pain,
there pain pulak...
sei lor, old liao lor...
banyak sakit...
zzz...
hahaaa...=P



remind


zzz...'kek sei ngo' la...
this few days, my classmates keep talking the same thing...
=.="
it's remind me something,
when i'm in F6,
my classmates also like that,
keep talked those nonsense,
until we cannot be friend...
zadao...*sweat*
now, entered college also got this kind of thing happen...
luckily, we still friend...
hahaaaa...


hey, Nic, thanks for your sandwich,
they are jealous that they have no yummy sandwich!!!
wahahaaa...^^


Monday 21 July 2008

my stomach


zzz...today my stomach not feeling well...
erm...not girls' problem,
just i ate too much yesterday,
or maybe too spicy also...
hahaaa...
order nandos extra hot,
damn syok...hahaaa...=P
then today just deserve it...
zzz...=.="
and my throat,
got little bit pain liao...
haiz...
i hate sore throat,
it's suffer...
zzz...=.="
i should drink plenty of water now,
and stop eating spicy food,
but...i love it wor...
haiz................


Sunday 20 July 2008

a tired day


zzz...dont know what happen today...
feel damn tired...
yesterday slept at 2am,
then wake up at 8 something,
should be enough sleep de a...
why still feel so leh..?!?!
hahaaa...
dont know...
after woke up,
just sit in front of my red laptop...^^
but hor, it's too early liao,
nobody online...=.="
luckily, my friend on while she's working...
heheee...^^
i just sit in front of it until 2pm,
then hang out with my buddies,
went to nando's beside pudu raya,
had my breakfast + lunch + dinner at there...
so full~~
hahaaa...
but it's quite expensive,
spent RM20 plus at there...
sobsob...
bankrap liao...
zzz...
afterward, went back have my bath,
chat with friends thru msn,
then be pig liao!!!
hahaa...
slept until 8.30 only i wake up...
zzz...
still feel tired...
what la!!!
sleep so much liao...
am i a pig..?!?!?
dont know...
bleh~=P


Saturday 19 July 2008

MOM


haiz...my mom get hurt her leg this morning...
my brother told me that she cant walk well...
when walk, feel pain...
zzz...
haiz...
dont know how was she now...
now my house just left my mom, dad, 2 younger brother and sister...
dad have to work,
brother can take care himself liao,
but my younger sister,
jsut 10years old jek...
haiz...
but i think my aunt can help my mum fetch my sis to school...
then what about tuition leh...!??!
zzz...
if i'm there,
then can fetch her,
do not need to 'runsing' so much!!!
besides that,
mom cannot cook,
cannot do everything now...
if not, i scare she hurt it again...
haiz...
hope my mom get well soon la...


Friday 18 July 2008

account!!!


shit!!!what i've studied didn't come out!!!!
dont know for the whole paper...
zzz...
sei lor this time!!!
sure fail...=.="
tell u hor...
i keep fishing after get the question paper...
really really really sleepy...
zadao...
tomorrow computer studies...
haven't start yet,
sure die for it also...
zzz...
sien na...........


Thursday 17 July 2008

cap


yesterday, i saw someone wore cap at night...
it's remind me again...
remind me of him...
he like to wear cap also...
even in the mid night,
even go for movie...
zzz....
zadao...
i more prefer he dont wear it...
look nice without cap...
but he like...
zzz...


Tuesday 15 July 2008

无奈


唉~~最近有莫名的无奈。。。
不懂要怎么讲,
也不懂该不该讲。。。
讲还是不讲呢??
不懂,真的不懂!
我讨厌酱子,
可是。。。
烦呐。。。



一封信息


昨天,我forward一封信息给他,
换来的是,
傻傻的等待。。。
可是,很意外的,
当我按send的时候,
没有了一种很期待的感觉。。。
可能是因为我知道了答案,
知道他不会回我吧。。。
所以,
期待的感觉不会再出现了。。。
可我,还是很傻的。。。
哈~


Monday 14 July 2008

tagged by panda


1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


Starting time: 22:26
Name: TanYanTing
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 5/6/7
Height:>162cm...(if not mistaken..)


Where do you live: Kampar
Favourite drinks: hot chocolate / lemon tea
Favourite breakfast: no

Have you ever been on a plane?: yes...(just fly to redang...)
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep at school: for sure...hahaaa...^^
Broken someone's heart: yup...
Fell off your chair: erm...i think no...=P
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: YUP
Saved e-mails: erm...less...


What is your room like: erm...for now, the room is small...no more place...zzz...
What's right beside you: just my laptop...heheee...
What is the last thing you ate: instant porridge...(pity o...)

Ever had chicken pox: Yup
Sore throat: always...
Stitches: erm...know a bit la...sew scarf before...heheee...
Broken nose: No


Do you believe in love at first sight: YES
Like picnics: erm. . .
Who was, were the last person you danced with: erm...i think is EeLing...
Last made you smile: frens
You last yelled at: huh?!?!dont know leh...

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: er...i just sms him...but have no reply from him...
Kissed anyone: =.="
Get sick: erm...no...
Talk to an ex: he didn't reply anything...zzz...
Miss someone: HIM
Eat: for sure i eat...zzz...


Best feeling in the world: eating nice food...i think...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: NO!!
What's under your bed: nothing under my bed...just a mattres..pity!!!
Who do you really hate: no one
What time is it now?: 22:45


Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: HIM
Do you have any siblings: 3
Do you want children: NO!!!
Do you smile often: yesss...
Do you like your hand-writing: erm...sometimes la...depends on mood...
Are your toe nails painted: no...lazy...heheee...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: erm...no leh...
What color shirt are you wearing now: dark green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: walking at pasar malam...
I can't wait till: my trip...heheee...
When did you cry last: last wednesday...

Are you a friendly person: i think so...
Do you have any pets: NO
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: er....he is in genting now...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: erm...i'm not sure...
Do you sleep with the TV on?: no...waste money...
What are you doing right now?: blogging...
Have you ever crawled through a windon?: crazy
Can you handle the truth?: maybe
Are you too forgiving?: sometimes
Are you closer to your mother or father?: erm...i think mother...

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: no...i'm alone that time...


How many people can you say you've really loved?: family and frens
Do you eat healthy?: sometimes...not really...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: just left 2 only...the others, deleted...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yess...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: got few...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: sometimes loud, sometimes quiet...
Are you confident?: yessss...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. for sure is eating
2. sleeping
3. studying
4. exam....
5. and working...


5 things on my to-do list today:
1. blogging...(done)
2. online
3. clean my room
4. eating....
5. and last is sleeping...

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. chocolates
2. cookies
3. cakes
4. ice-cream
5.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. travel around the world
2. have my own dream house at my dream place
3. give to my parent
4. shopping
5. donating i think

5 of my bad habits:
1. erm...sometimes hot sometimes cold...
2. too weak...need to be more strong/tough
3. too easy to cry...haiz...
4.
5.

5 places I have lived in:
1. off course my own house in bandar baru...
2. my old house...miss it o...
3. genting rsc1 for 4 months...miss it much too...
4. his room...
5. and now...17/3....

5 jobs I've had:
1. help my dad...
2. work as cashier in HQ book shop
3. front office agent in first world hotel
4. erm...duty for kinta 1881 run shooting...
5.


5 people I tag:
1. JuiLin
2. Celine
3. VoonHong
4. Nicole
5. EeLing



L O V E


LOVE
是个开心的字,
可是却也是会让你伤心欲绝的字。。。

LOVE
爱你的时候很甜蜜,很开心,
仿佛活在天堂酱,
仿佛只剩你们两人,
容不下任何的人/事物。。。

LOVE
当他/她发现新奇的人/事物,
就会把你抛在后头。。。
当他很下心时,
就会不顾一切的伤害你,
把你伤得体无完肤。。。
这就是LOVE...

我发觉,TB4,
也就是我的class,
很多都有感情的问题,
6月,已有3对情侣分手了。。。
先是我,过后Nicholas,再来是Nicole...
到底是TB4带衰,
还是我们霉呢??
哈~不懂!



14/6-14/7


14号,每个中国人都认为不吉利的数字。。。
在我的生命中,它也变得不吉利了,
14号,是我和他分手的日子,
不知不觉,已经一个月了。。。
我不懂是快还是慢,
感觉时间好像过得很慢。。。
在这一个月里,
每天都在想他,
只是慢慢的,感觉没酱强烈了。。。
这可能是件好事吧,
不懂。。。。
可能是,有朋友的陪伴,
有以前的老朋友们,
云顶工作的同事们,
现在UTAR的新朋友,
谢谢你们,一直陪伴,安慰,开导我。。。
让我,从黑暗中走出来。。。

不懂,他现在怎样了,
虽然说已从黑暗里走出来,
但还是想关心关心他。。。
很傻,对吗?



昨天


昨天,终于去了Sunway Pyramid,
之前要和他去,却去不了。。。
最后就和我姐去了。。。
当我在逛街时,让我想起,
当时的我plan好,先去Sunway Lagoon,
过后逛街,溜冰。。。
怎知。。。。
朋友们不必担心啦,
我已没以前酱伤心了。。。
只是在怀念。。。


Sunday 13 July 2008

5minutes speech


hahaaa...yesterday, Miss Sharon tell us our the pointers of 5 minutes speech...
i get 7.6 out of 10...
it's not very high la...
but at least is higher than my expectation...
heheee...^^
quite happy with it...
after public speaking class,
we have 3 hours break...
so that we decided to go pizza hut at section 14...
we are taking nicholas's car to there...
when we are on the way,
we changed our mind,
we dont want pizza hut liao,
change to McD...
heheee...^^
i tell u hor, something happen make us have no mood liao,
that is we cant get a parking...
drive around there many times liao...
at last we get a parking, quite far away from pizza hut...
zzz...=.="
afterward, we are having fun in McD...
siao...make noise there...hahaaa...
nicholas n orangy
kok yen & orangy
'loan shark' & orangy
sausage-ling fay & orangy
CK & orangy
abang long & orangy
pretty~~

ZiYan and Orangy acting stupid...hahaaa...

it's me...orangy!!!^^

TB4-sausage lips~~


Wednesday 9 July 2008

pop up card


finally i done my arts assignment 3...
that is pop up card,
besides that, we still need to do a working journal...
sweat!!!
have to print out the process of making the card...
but i have no printer,
if photos, cost is higher...
then i just draw by myself...
hahaaa...
actually my drawing is bad...
but....erm...no choice...
hahaaa...
at last i quite like the working journal and my pop up card...
it's nice...^^
heheee...

now, i have to start another assignment....
zzz...=.="
just finish one,
still have many waiting for me...
OMG!!!
have to add oil liao...
if not..................................................


Monday 7 July 2008

assignment


finally pass up the 10 minutes speech outline...
thought can have a breath,
but...
still got lot of assignment...
now have to do the arts pop up cards...
have to pass up on this wednesday...
sigh...
besides that, still have assignment 2,
english assignment need to present on thursday,
computer studies, economics......
sweat!!!=.="

recently, i love red colour...
dont know why...
maybe is because 'he' have a red jacket,
have a red colour mouse...
then i love it...
now my laptop is red in colour,
wanna buy a red colour mouse also...
but hard to get it red,
my friend help me find it at 'low yat' plaza also dont have...
where can i get it leh..?!?!
sigh...
seem like stupid...
it's already past tense in my life,
but i still think of him...

last wednesday,
i went to meet my cousin-yuki at mid valley,
afterward, i back alone with LRT,
it's make me remind of him...
2 months ago,
i travelled with him,
take LRT to sunway,
but in the end, didn't go also...
we just sit in the train and back to hotel...
that time, i felt lonely and.......
miss him much...
tears is dropping...
just a while,
but my mood totally spoilt...
feel sad in the whole night...
zzz...=.="


Tuesday 1 July 2008

10 minutes speech


my 10 minutes speech is coming on this friday...
but i not prepare anything yet...
zzz...=.="
DIE!!!
what should i talk about leh..??
forensic heroes??
or ratatouile??
sigh...dont know o...!!!