Wednesday 28 April 2010

Life at Kampar


well, already back to Kampar for 4 months
and i continuous blamed that it's so boring
in fact, it is!

dear told me, always blaming will only make yourself unhappy
i know i shouldn't always blaming and try to love it with other ways

but, what ways should i love?

at Kampar, the only one entertainment is yamcha!
but, i couldn't join my friends always

why?!?!
because of i staying with family

everyone telling me,
"Oh~you are Kamparian...It's so good to staying with family"
did you guys know that, staying with family, will always heard a word, that is NO
"Mum, can i go yamcha with friends at 10pm?"
"NO! it's dangerous for a girl to go out alone so late."
ya, as a daughter, i shouldn't let parents worry about me
so, i rejected friends' invitation at night always
except going out for assignments

seeing all of them hanging together, laughing together
i feel that, i'm not one of the gang
feel that i'm a stranger to them

what should i do to not left behind?!
i don't like the feeling of being alone!!!


Monday 26 April 2010

make up


yea~recently i love to make up, especially on my eyes~^^
few days ago, i tried to put fake eye lashes
it's consider first time i put it my own
girls, do u know how long did i put it on?!?!
i used an hour plus only success
and it's still cacat one
><"

phew~why it's so hard one?!
i put and pull 100 times (a bit overstate, i know)
untill my eyes damn pain, few real lashes drop and the fake one also spoiled one site
OMG!! i'm so so so stupid!
have to practice more to make perfect!!

so, today i was playing again~
and this time, has little bit improve~
used 45minutes to finish the eyes part...
yeah!!!
it's still cacat, but better that few days ago that time

by the way, anyone can recommend to me which brand of gel eye liner is best?
and also lip gloss~~^^
please, dont recommend me MAC, i know it's perfect!
but damn expensive~
some brand that i can afford please~~^^
and i wanted to buy the L'oreal Renewal Lash Serum
but dont know is it really work?
anyone using it now??
how is the affect?!
please leave me a comment o~~^^



My Shopping List


finally i got all my payment from the promoter company which i worked for them half year ago
i waited till my neck long long already~><"
all right, after got the payment, sure want to spend it
how i gonna to spend it, there is a shopping list
lolz~^^

1. equip my make up tools~feel like buying few more brushes
2. shop for make up products~like gel eye liner, lip gloss, eye shadow, L'oreal Renewal Lash Serum and etc
3. shop for some skin care, recently my skin damn dry and getting darker caused of ride bike to campus...*sobsob*
4. getting some new clothes...looking for some different style of clothes which in my wardrobe...
5. 2 long pants for attend classes
6. 2 bags, one for attend class, the other one for outing~
7. heels and sandal
8. accessories~
9. a large mirror to put in my room
10. ... ... er...cant think of it

just list down this 9 itmesssss
but, seem like, too much!!
><"
haiz...how?!
have to re-list which items are more important lo
but, will not do it now
because got to back to revision~
lolz...final is reaching soon!
bye friends~

p/s : to all of my friends and students who are sitting for final,
all the best and good luck in final~^^