Monday 29 December 2008
一个人
今天终于忍不住，一个人跑去MV
一个人到处逛逛，看看。。。
原以为可以一整天呆在MPH看书
可是，今天是PH，人潮很多
里面有点吵，待不久
就酱子离开了MPH。。。
漫无目的的走着，
看着别人一家人，情侣在广场拍照很开心
我却一个人。。。
逛啊逛，肚子已在抗议了
打算吃点什么的，可是却没东西吸引到我
就酱回家去了。。。
到家，Facebook又开不到
索性睡觉好了。。。
睡醒了就冲凉。。。
一整天下来，都没吃东西
不懂吃些什么好
算了，还是吃coco crunch好了
过后又继续在房间发呆了。。。。。。
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Sunday 28 December 2008
silencessssss....
i quite emo this few days...><
maybe is because of my house..........
they are not here, some is went back hometown, some is hanging out i think...
until late night only came back...
25/12, i dont know they are not around,
i stayed in room for whole day,
about 8, thought to go toilet...
when i open the door,
there is dark, no one light is on, except my room...
it's so scary, u know?!
silence and dark...
i not dare to go out le,
but............have to go toilet...
i..............took my handphone, used as torch light,
switch on desmond room light, his room and also toilet...
when i looked down, all dark...
i thought to go downstairs, but..............
i think i better stay in room...
play with my laptop to make myself do not scare of it...
about 9something, i'm hungry
have nothing to eat in room...
so.......have to go downstairs to take my milk + coco crunch
i'm so scare.......................
but, have to...
quickly went down on all the lights...
take milk and went back and lock my room...
until today, still the same...
now, i hate silencesssssssss...
i do not like this...
it make me so scare..........................
23:14
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不安
算算看，来PJ已经半年了，还有4个多月就要回Kampar了想到这，种种的不安，一涌而出。。。
为什么会酱子呢？？
我自己也不懂，可能是因为要和他分开吧。。。
我真的很怕远距离恋爱，
因为自己曾经历过且不长久。。。
我懂我不应该酱子，
应该要对他，对我们的关系要有信心，
可是，我就是控制不了我的思想。。。
一直盘旋着这个问题。。。
唉。。。
可是当我听到那一句“我爱你” “I Love U”
我的不安，全跑了。。。
女生就是这么的简单。。。
当听到那三个字，就什么都可以了。。。
我也要大声地跟你说，“Dear, 我爱你”
00:40
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Tuesday 23 December 2008
No title
erm...the latest post was 2 weeks ago...
again, didn't update often...><
christmas is coming, everyone already plan the activity for christmas
and my first plan is going genting
but cancel in the end, because genting too many people liao...
so................
second, plan to go PD if can get rooms
third, going to eat with dear on eve...
then we just have dinner together...
everyone already prepare the christmas present for family, friends and partner...
ofcourse, i also plan to buy something for dear...
so today plan to go mid valley look for it...
but, traffic jam, so went to sunway pyramid
in the end, just bought 2 clothes for myself...
i cant found the things that i want...
haiz...disappointed...+.+ and no mood liao...
i shoudn't buy at last minute
i should prepare it earlier...><
haiz...
and now bully by my own laptop,
internet connection damn low...
wtf...everythings cant load
hanging at there...
$&%^@#%^$*@(*#
bo song now!!!
20:24
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Friday 5 December 2008
烦恼
最近在烦恼一件事，那就是PDboy
他好像变态老，傻佬酱，经常站在角落偷偷看我
然后又一直和我打招呼
><
我，一直都没有理会他
今天，他又再来了
不管我面向那里，他都会出现在我视线内
感觉很恐怖叻
不只是我，连我的朋友们都感觉得到
可能大家会觉得我想太多了
他只是想和我做朋友而已
可是，他给我的感觉很不寻常
有一种压迫感，和不自在
哪怕有一天会对我怎么样！
(>< 他给我的感觉就是酱)
告诉朋友，却没有一个能了解我的心情
觉得很没有安全感
唉~不懂该怎么办
19:11
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