Be My Valentine Tonight.

Thursday, 31 May 2007

my wish cant come true

i think my wish cant come true...
my mummy is not allow me to go kl celebrate my birthday...
sigh...what to do?!
just like last few years...
yamcha with friends at outside...
must back home before 12...
if not, she will keep calling you...
it's boring...=.=lll
then i asked her...
"can i have a birthday party at home?!'
she answer me, "NO!!!"
i just want to celebrate my birthday...
this also cant...
i didn't celebrate for many years...

2 years ago, i had a birthday party with sis...
(her birthday is on 4th nad mine is on 9th...so celebrate together...)
she invite many of her friends..
almost 60 people...
and me just can invite less than 10 friends...
besides, she had a nice & yummy birthday cake...
and mine just a cheap & ugly & taste bad birthday cake...
is this my birthday party also??
NO!!!! is not mine...
i just "shun bian" celebrate...

and now...i already 19 years old...
wish to have a special birthday also cant...
wish to walk out from kampar...
out of her control...
but i think it is impossible...

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