Be My Valentine Tonight.

Monday, 6 August 2007

人与人的沟通真的很难!!!

最近我发觉自己越来越不懂如何和人沟通...
也越来越喜欢把不开心的, 往肚子里吞...
我到底是怎么了?!?!
自己都不懂...

今早一起身就发生了一些不开心的事...
前几天和莹约好了在我上学前一起吃早餐
然后她就搭巴士回UM...
当然, 我们也约了雯一起...
怎知莹没睡醒...
那么当然得取消啦...
要不把莹吵醒, 再去吃早餐...
那么我就迟到了...
可是, 雯却不愿取消...

我们的sms如下:
wen : wei...u gt go out eat breakfast ont..?
i : i waiting for banana reply..
wen : Erm..i din go 2 skol...u go..?
i : yup..if dont go, mum ll kill me..
wen : Aiyo...u say 2dayx teacher din teach la...! Plus if now 'tor' masa again...yau kenot eat ge la..!
i : my mum wont believe de..i think didn't go la..she not wake up yet..no reply..
wen : Cal her n wake her up la...aiyo...u say u stay at hum study mur beta than stay at skol...coz at least can study at hum compare at skol...diz wan nt tellin lies ma..its true wat..!
i : she is not allow de..
wen : U dun try how u noe..?! B confident...TRY B4 U SAY KENOT..!!
i : not i dont want to try..is i KNOW what's the answer liao..i tried many times before..
wen : Haha..! If like tt u like lol..no wan can paksa u wan o nt 2 do..!! On d other hand..me jz nam jue 3 of us go out eat jek...last 2 days u 2 gn out ady..! Bt me din join...she yau duno wen gt bek again..!
i : she ll come back de ma..this time cant go out..then just wait for next time..the main point is i cant ponteng just because of wanna eat breakfast together..
wen : I noe she'll bek..! U think stil gt so many time 2 go out wen she gt bek meh..? I dun hv time..mayb leavin sud..!? No one's noe.! N i ask u ponteng nt jz want u 2 eat b1st oni..coz i think u bek skol slip mur than learn...!! Go 2 skol tak semestinya can learn things.! Exspeciallx now...all of d student oso very stres...! Now ady 7.20am..u go 2 skol la..!! soli if u unlike.!
i : ya, i know i sleep more than learn..but at least i have learn..at home, i just watch tv only, learn nothing..

我已经sms莹了, 还call她...可是她没回复...
那我还能怎么办?!?!
难道真的要"打爆机"???

她说待在家里总好过待在学校...
可是对我而言, 在学校好过在家里...
因为家里有很多诱惑, 如电视, 电脑, 床等....
在学校, 当我功课上有不懂的地方都可以问同学...

还有, 她说:"B confident...TRY B4 U SAY KENOT..!!"
我想这句话应该不是酱用吧!!!
这句话是鼓励人们要有自信...要勇于尝试...
而不是鼓励我逃学吧!!!

"Haha..! If like tt u like lol..no wan can paksa u wan o nt 2 do..!!"
这句话好多刺哦!!
现在不是我不想三个人一起吃早餐...
而是环境不允许...
"last 2 days u 2 gn out ady..! Bt me din join"
她酱说好像我们没约她似的...
那天我们俩都有sms & call她...
可是她没接电话也没复sms...
过后我们要走时才回复...

"I dun hv time..mayb leavin sud..!? "
她常说我想东西都很偏激...
可她也不是吗?!?!
"coz i think u bek skol slip mur than learn...!! "
哈~我承认以前我在学校常睡觉...
可是, 现在已经有所改变了...
开始好好利用时间了...
只是她没看到...(因为不同班)
"Now ady 7.20am..u go 2 skol la..!! soli if u unlike.!"
怎么这句话听起来很刺耳...

过后她都没sms我...
是我的错吗?!?!
我想了又想...都觉得自己没错啊~~
虽然这次不能一起吃早餐, 还有下一次嘛~~
发生酱的事后, 我sms莹...
可是, 她都没复我...
好朋友?!?!真是心淡啊~~
每次都是酱的...
需要向她倾诉时, 都找不着人...

这件事过后, 我发觉知心朋友真的没几个...
全都是吃喝玩乐的朋友...
反而向网友倾诉还来得轻松自在快乐...

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