Be My Valentine Tonight.

Monday, 18 August 2008

1027

1027, this number is so familiar,
it's my friend's birthday-Nicole,
but it's also his room number...
RSC2-1027...(if i not mistaken...)
i miss his room, although it's small and messy...
i miss his bed, his blanket, his pillow...
i miss his laptop...
i always went up to online...
when he gave me his key,
felt so warm and happy...

i miss holding his hands...
i miss hugging him...
i miss kissing him...
but all these just became my memories...
it wont happen anymore...

i remember the message,
he asked me when i leave genting forever...
this message encourage me to confess to him...
i remember the day sang k with him...
sang lot of couples song...
‘今天你要嫁给我’，‘恋爱达人’，‘让我取暖’，‘梁山伯与祝丽叶’。。。。。。
i remember the days went for movie with him...
i remember the very first time i dated him was the day i cried because of guest...
i remember the very first time he gave me signed for lateness...
i remember he cheated me that he just 18 years old...
i remember he said joke to make me smile...
i remember everythings......

he said, he fall in love with me was the first time i cried...
he felt like protecting me...
and he said, i'm tough enough, independence...
but actually i'm not...
i'm not as tough as he thought...
when i was single,
i might be...
but after gather with him,
i became weak...
became not like the one i knew...

i wish at first he didn't treat me good,
i wish he didn't come 'liu' me,
then i wont fall in love with him...
i wish he didn't accept me at first,
then i wont became the one who i dont know...
i felt so strange with myself now...

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