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Friday, 29 August 2008

HER

Since young, She never cry easily, but u’ll see her crying every time she get sick…
She looks healthy when she has recovered, bt in fact she’s very “fragile”, will be broken down once “touched”, even by a simple, harmless, common disease…
The number of times she visit her doctors is much more than she could count…
For sure, the number of medicine she consumed is an uncountable number…
When she has grown up, she never cry again…
Her doctors said, She’s a tough girl, although she always get sick…
She can stand on a great pain caused by sickness, although in fact she’s suffering from it…
She won’t let others know that she’s suffering from great pain if she really does…
She hate to be troublesome to her relatives and friends when she’s sick, but yet she appreciate them very much…
She love and enjoy eating, but there’s a lot of food she can’t eat…
So, she’ll eat as much as she can during da “recovered period”, but then she’ll get sick again…
She’s a bad girl, for not listening 2 doctors’ n mother’s advice, but she’ll only does when she get sick…
She never hope to be recovered by 100%, but just wish to keep the current condition stable and not getting worse…
She always blame on GOD during child age, but now she realised that she’s the lucky one…
She does believe that this is her fate of being a chronic patient, but she’ll never give up in fighting with that!!
Who is she?? Just guess….
But my answer is -- She represents the persons who are also having the same fate with her….

this was copied from my sister-San's blog,
actually the girl is she...
i dont know what should i do for her,
i just can pray for her and study hard,
wish that, her 'good friends' dont visit her again...
before, i made her sad, cried,
because of my studies,
i really useless, failed in STPM,
cant get into local uni,
but my sis is a smart girl,
she can study well,
entered UKM, taking statistic...
but she dont have a healthy body,
always visit doctors...is doctors not doctor...
i remember, when i was a little girl,
she got into hospital in Ipoh and KL,
i not really remember the cause,
i just remember, my mom so worry about her,
night, i followed my dad visit her after worked,
and my mom stayed back to accompany her...
that time, i not really understand,
why she wanna stayed in hospital for few days...
why mom wanna stayed back in hospital,
why she ate so much medicine,
why mom and dad concern on her more...

when i was grew up,
i know the cause,
i shouldn't blame on it,
i dont know the feeling of my sis,
i dont know everything,
i shouldn't blame anything,
i should study hard,
i should put more effort on my studies,
i should take good care of myselve,
i shouldn't let my parent worry about me,
but what i was did is
i dont like to stay in home,
i like to go everywhere,
always make my mom worry about me...
and my studies, like shit...
i really hope that i can change on it...

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