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Wednesday, 28 April 2010

Life at Kampar

well, already back to Kampar for 4 months

and i continuous blamed that it's so boring

in fact, it is!

dear told me, always blaming will only make yourself unhappy

i know i shouldn't always blaming and try to love it with other ways

but, what ways should i love?

at Kampar, the only one entertainment is yamcha!

but, i couldn't join my friends always

why?!?!

because of i staying with family

everyone telling me,

"Oh~you are Kamparian...It's so good to staying with family"

did you guys know that, staying with family, will always heard a word, that is NO

"Mum, can i go yamcha with friends at 10pm?"

"NO! it's dangerous for a girl to go out alone so late."

ya, as a daughter, i shouldn't let parents worry about me

so, i rejected friends' invitation at night always

except going out for assignments

seeing all of them hanging together, laughing together

i feel that, i'm not one of the gang

feel that i'm a stranger to them

what should i do to not left behind?!

i don't like the feeling of being alone!!!